Post by fox on Nov 26, 2005 22:04:10 GMT -5
I've been in Chattanooga Tennessee since tuesday, and i've come to realize many a thing. i love my 4 year old cousin Hannah, and other random 1 to 8 year old girls because of how awesome and cute they are. NO i am not a pedophile, i would never take someones innocence and beauty away from them. ESPECIALLY at that age. they are to perfect to ruin. as much people do. people ruin children in a long of different ways. cigarettes around children is a freaking no. slapping/hitting your or other child(ren) is always a god damn motherfreaking no. now i know i am ruining my innocence, with the words and what not, but i've lost mine a long time ago, and they have not, so please for the love of the children, don't show them this. but back to the point. little girls are the most beautiful things i've ever seen. they make me smile, and especially when they run to their parents and hug their legs because they cannot reach any higher. i also love how i am able to teach them anything. no you sick freaks, i am not going to teach them how to do anything remotely sick, such as cursing. but i can teach them how to tie their shoes and zip up their coats. I only wish that i could hold their hands and have a child, who has the most strange and unique sense of direction, and who will run to get to their object of interest. They make me happy when they want you explain how things work, and why things are. hearing the word why from ANY child will make me smile. young girls though, make me more happier than guys because i know that most the guys will turn out to be assholes and make fun of each other and then look at women (when they are older) and say stuff like "i'd freak the shit out of her and throw her out in a ditch in the rain. HAHAH" and stuff of that sort. freakers. Girls on the other hand, will get into the whole make up, beauty and what not. but i think that i have a higher hope for girls. guys are the lost cause. children that are happy, make me happy. and i don't know how else to say it. they're not an E pill that will dissolve on your tongue, but an apple tree that will live an infinite amount of years. their hugs are more meaningful than most peoples. this also make me want to take care of one, and raise one, and raise one in such a way that they will be a loving and caring, free child. maybe i will someday.
note to b8: did this ever happen to you? was amy all cute and adorable when she was a kid? did she give you hugs that have more depth than anyone in the world?
now i know this is not dating, but dating has to do with love. what kind of love is this? parental to child love? do all children love each other? how come children can love other children even if they have just met them? why can't everyone stop being paranoid, and how come we (as adults or young adults or teenagers) have to "grow up," when children are the most in touch with their feelings? i wish i could hug hannah right now. but she is with her brother, which she has a mutual love with, and i'm sure i will see her next year. oh the patience i must have. i hope she can remember me and smile at me when i return.
note to b8: did this ever happen to you? was amy all cute and adorable when she was a kid? did she give you hugs that have more depth than anyone in the world?
now i know this is not dating, but dating has to do with love. what kind of love is this? parental to child love? do all children love each other? how come children can love other children even if they have just met them? why can't everyone stop being paranoid, and how come we (as adults or young adults or teenagers) have to "grow up," when children are the most in touch with their feelings? i wish i could hug hannah right now. but she is with her brother, which she has a mutual love with, and i'm sure i will see her next year. oh the patience i must have. i hope she can remember me and smile at me when i return.