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Post by fox on Jun 18, 2006 0:52:24 GMT -5
this baffles me, as i still have rants. and that is what i will now do here.
[01:42] ratmtatm: i told you all of this knowing that it would hurt you, and that may seem evil, and it is if it was just by itself. but you realised something, you stopped lying to yourself. which in turn was lying to me. i'm not blaming you for lying. i know you don't do it to hurt me or yourself. it's just that something has got you scared, and so you have to lie to feel comfortable. a lot of people do it, so i am not blaming you at all. i'm blaming myself for yelling at you and all of this. i just had to do it though, i did it in hopes that you would realize that lying isn't good, and that together, you and i can make our relationship stronger by not lying to each other. [01:42] Aly: no andrew [01:43] Aly: it made me realise i need to lie [01:43] Aly: and not let down my guard [01:43] Aly: and just advoid situations [01:43] Aly: becuase yelling at me [01:43] Aly: makes me scared of you [01:43] ratmtatm: but baby, it's the only way i could tell you. [01:43] Aly: and uncoomfotable [01:43] ratmtatm: i don't mean to make you afraid of me [01:44] Aly: so what now now im just going to be scared and uncomfortable [01:44] Aly: and lie to you [01:44] Aly: and now i cant trust you [01:44] Aly: becuase you did it on purpose [01:44] Aly: so now i dont know [01:44] ratmtatm: i had to, i knew you weren't trusting me, and i had to do something for you to acknowledge it [01:45] Aly: I KNOW I DONT TRUST YOU [01:45] Aly: i tell myself it everyday [01:45] Aly: but you didnt know [01:45] Aly: it was better that way [01:45] Aly: becuase then i dont get yelled at
i don't know what i am going to do. i really don't know what is going to happen.
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Post by Jonus on Jun 18, 2006 8:03:09 GMT -5
fox, send me a line dude.
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Post by The Black Dart on Jun 25, 2006 13:14:06 GMT -5
so what DID happen?
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Post by fox on Jun 27, 2006 22:50:34 GMT -5
oh yeah, i never got back to you guys... we are going to work on her trust, and we ARE still together. i'm not playing with the bands i'm in for a little bit so we can spend as much time as we can together. things are getting better, there are still some rough spots, but all is well... OH and the craziest thing happened today... here it is.
i recently got my drivers license and Maryland law has it that you can't drive other people, unless they are direct family, for 151 days... why this number i am not quite sure... so i have had it for 3 weeks or so... 21 days... and i am driving with the girlfriend-aly, and a friend of ours erin. it was around 8 and we decided to go back to my house because my parents were leaving to go out to eat with a friend of my fathers... while we were going to pull into my subdivision, my mom shows up in her car going to dinner. aly and erin get as low as they can. my mom calls me from her cell phone saying, "who's in the car with you?!" "uh, no one." "i just saw a girl in the front and a girl in the back seat" "they were towels." at this point i almost couldn't hold myself back from laughing... towels? "i swear i saw two girls, i am coming back home." and as fudge knows, it's been raining for 4 days straight here, and still was, and very hard. so i drop the to off at the back end of my subdivision, in the rain, and tell them to get out of sight. and i floor it home. i pull up in my drive way, and place towels over the front seat and law one over the back seat. i did have towels in the car, because, despite the rain, we were going to go swimming in rock state park, a local park that has a river that goes through it, which i forget the name, but it was way to fast and it was starting to lightning. so we got in the car, soaking wet just from the rain, and tried to dry off as best we could. so anyway, i did have towels in the back seat, and lucky, erin was wearing a yellow shirt, and i had a yellow towel. that towel went in the back. aly had a grey shirt, and i had a grey and blue towel, which was clooose enough. and i put those there. i had their towels also. when my mom got home, i told her i was with a friend dan, and that we went to his friends house to swim, but when we heard lightning, we called it off. and that the two towels that weren't ours were dans and i had brought them home to put in the dryer. so she is confused as ever, and leaves anyways to go back to dinner. i call aly and erin, and i'm like she bought it, and i go to pick them up. i get them out of the rain, and head back to my house. well, when we get are at the stop sign before my street, we see my mom coming back. they once again get as low as they can, and my mom pulls up and is like "where are you going?!" "back over to dans" "you don't need to do that, it's pouring out." "fine i'll turn around" so i guess she didn't see them that time, and i take aly and erin to a friends house, who wasn't home, and i go back to my house, leaving them outside in the rain once again. when i get home, my mom said that i don't need to be wasting gas and that i don't need to be driving in the rain. so i say fine and go to my room. aly calls and is like, "well what are we going to do?" i said, "try to find a ride, i don't think i can take you home." at this point i am desperate to get them out of the rain and take them home. i tell my mom dan called, and that i need to go take him his towels, because they decided to go swimming again. she looks at me funny and is like no you can't go. so i argue with her, and she agress to let me meet him halfway and give them to him, and then come home. so i grab the towels, throw em in the back and go to pick up aly and erin. i have to speeeeed to take them home, because she lives kind of far away, and my mom would notice a time difference. so i gave them their towels back, and high-tailed it back home... there will be none the wiser.
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Post by Caboose on Jun 28, 2006 1:30:58 GMT -5
freakin' awesome
I kinda feel sorry for your mom too
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Post by Amy on Jun 28, 2006 13:06:12 GMT -5
thats the stupidest farking law I've ever heard of.
Poor Fox, thats gonna be hell.
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Post by Chu-Chu on Jun 28, 2006 13:08:58 GMT -5
I just hope that the girls don't kill you or give you the cold shoulder or something for forcing them out in the rain like that... GL though... Stupid laws...
~Chu
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Post by TEX on Jun 28, 2006 18:03:07 GMT -5
My mom doesn't care if I break small, stupid laws. Just as long as I'm not caught
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Post by Caboose on Jun 28, 2006 19:41:07 GMT -5
yeah...I know exactly what TEX means...*gives TEX a dirty look*
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Post by TEX on Jun 28, 2006 23:19:27 GMT -5
*flashes Caboose*
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Post by B8 on Jun 29, 2006 9:19:50 GMT -5
Always obey and keep the 11th commandment - "Don't get caught."
Do you know how not to get caught? Do not cheat or break the law. Sooner or latter you will screw up and then comes the bummer. You get caught. So when this happens just remember who to blame - yourself. I have been caught often enough to know, so when it comes laugh it off. Chalk it up to experience and learn never to do it again.
Life has it's little surprises and they are not always pleasant. Damn speeding ticket, well it was just a warning ticketed cause the cop was nice to me. Perhaps it was my smile or the good morning officer that saved me. I dunno which but it was a good end to a bad start of a day.
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Post by DubiousMonkey on Jun 29, 2006 22:34:57 GMT -5
How did you ALMOST get a speeding ticket fromt he basement? Amy, I think your conatinment field is too weak!
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Post by Amy on Jun 29, 2006 22:37:34 GMT -5
How did you ALMOST get a speeding ticket fromt he basement? Amy, I think your conatinment field is too weak! must've slipped the shock collar again. and just thijnk of how much tape I wasted getting that thing on him.... it was supposed to be a deterrent to taking it off.
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Post by TEX on Jul 8, 2006 3:59:34 GMT -5
gafers tape next time, twice the sticky goodness with no icky residue after you rip it off (if you can)
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