Post by fox on Feb 24, 2008 22:45:40 GMT -5
i feel as though i'm that guy from the giving tree. and i feel like a total asshole.
school blows. i hate having to prove that i can logically analyze things.
life is dumb.
i didn't resize the picture, other than photobucket doing it, to emphasize the blah.
as an update, just in case you were wondering/remember my rants from what seems like forever ago...
Aly and i are still together. it was our three year anniversary january 30th. and soon to be 3 years and a month.
there are topics that i am now not sure i can talk about here. namely sex. but this is for another time and whether it is ethical to discuss our personal life with you. ("you" is also plural, i wish more people knew that.)
oh and the long hair in my avatar, is obviously non-existent. i don't know if i told you that.
i do love aly very much, but to go back to my main statement of life is dumb.
life... it's dumb.
dancing gets old. since that's all i do. that's all anyone does.
think about dancing. what does it consist of? mainly ACTUAL dancing. you go in circles or no where in particular. usually this doesn't bother me, and frankly i like it, because it's comfortable.
but i seriously feel pressured into college, i don't think i really want to go.
the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor and i need to work on becoming poor in order to break the trend.
i really just want to move into a city. mainly downtown baltimore.
i want to see if i can do it, i've never lived in a city as heavy as baltimore. and if i get the shit kicked out of me, i think i'd be okay with that, or at the least, certainly okay with the chance of it happening.
ps. kill whitey.
i hate this country. and i'm going to be monitored. but i don't think i care anymore. communism is the only way that a government would properly provide for it's people. and freak everyone else who thinks that communism means stealing human rights that shit like that. learn what it is. or die.
pick a bigger weapon by The Coup is wonderful if you have some spare time to download some hip hop/funk awesome.
life is stupid. the public is stupid. i hate my job. i hate school. keep in mind i am fully aware of the definition of the word hate.
i seem to strive to be with aly, and mainly no one else. things just suck whenever i'm not with her, or whenever we're not hanging out. my close friends are an exception. you guys count as this is a source of great joy and how can i deny people i share joy with.
but i need to leave my parents house, i need to get poor, i need to struggle to make rent. i need to blow up my parents/my house.
and burn this computer. build a tent from dried deer hides and save my meat by dehydrating it and adding salt. salt's a good preserver.
maybe one day.
one day.
what good am i?
